5/30/2006
Postcard no.2
if you really love someone, there are no pretensions.
it's perfectly fine, even if you feel like an idiot.
omoi?
it's perfectly fine, even if you feel like an idiot.
omoi?
// posted by Unknown @ 1:34 AM
5/29/2006
Postcard to the stars
there's someone who are care alot for and perhaps...
however, i do wish nor want acknowledgement from that someone or myself
ignorance is preferred even if feign
this may be open to many but no matter
what others think need not bother me, it's only what that someone feels
and most importantly, myself
to begin with, i'm not ready and i'm afraid of a negative outcome
reasons are mine to keep closed
however should that someone ask why, i'll gladly tell her as it's fair for her to know
time will of course adds its pressure
and the bottled up emotions inside will soon explode
then the first step will be taken and the harsh reality will be faced
but now not yet
however, i do wish nor want acknowledgement from that someone or myself
ignorance is preferred even if feign
this may be open to many but no matter
what others think need not bother me, it's only what that someone feels
and most importantly, myself
to begin with, i'm not ready and i'm afraid of a negative outcome
reasons are mine to keep closed
however should that someone ask why, i'll gladly tell her as it's fair for her to know
time will of course adds its pressure
and the bottled up emotions inside will soon explode
then the first step will be taken and the harsh reality will be faced
but now not yet
// posted by Unknown @ 2:03 AM
5/17/2006
Family
a word which i practically hate
i've hated it since i realised
i hate anything to do with it
dinners, outings, arguments
shut them all out & away
leave me alone gah!
im mad
i've hated it since i realised
i hate anything to do with it
dinners, outings, arguments
shut them all out & away
leave me alone gah!
im mad
// posted by Unknown @ 12:34 AM
5/13/2006
empty
gazing at the sea & stars i wonder
what is there in my life
aimlessly wandering through the routines of today
i seek an ideal that i myself can't tell nor know
a hole in my heart where my soul leaks out
like a punctured water bottle
its contents diminishing day by day, year by year
until the day where there is no more
what would i become?
a heartless or soul-less being that strides in this world
seeking nothing or everything?
a tear breaks at my eyes, day and night
where emptiness truely clutches me deeply
hurting my mental state
would i become insane?
a silent demon of my self hate?
maybe that is why i cry
i fear that maybe, one day, that fear would be alive
what is there in my life
aimlessly wandering through the routines of today
i seek an ideal that i myself can't tell nor know
a hole in my heart where my soul leaks out
like a punctured water bottle
its contents diminishing day by day, year by year
until the day where there is no more
what would i become?
a heartless or soul-less being that strides in this world
seeking nothing or everything?
a tear breaks at my eyes, day and night
where emptiness truely clutches me deeply
hurting my mental state
would i become insane?
a silent demon of my self hate?
maybe that is why i cry
i fear that maybe, one day, that fear would be alive
// posted by Unknown @ 3:47 AM
5/08/2006
father's words
a certain man had a unsatiable obsession for a certain pretty woman
that man would always want to obtain photos of her
to hang on his living room wall, to admire
her daughter although disgusted by his behaviour, ignored the situation
for her mother had pass away a long time ago
but one day, it got out of hand and the daughter confronted the man
father! you are such a pervert!
the daughter shouted in disgust
the man stood silently, deep in thought
he was neither shaken nor insulted by his daughter's remarks
he then said with a chuckle
if i'm a pervert, then you're a sad perverted child, my dear
and the father walk away towards his prized photo collection
*chuckle
that man would always want to obtain photos of her
to hang on his living room wall, to admire
her daughter although disgusted by his behaviour, ignored the situation
for her mother had pass away a long time ago
but one day, it got out of hand and the daughter confronted the man
father! you are such a pervert!
the daughter shouted in disgust
the man stood silently, deep in thought
he was neither shaken nor insulted by his daughter's remarks
he then said with a chuckle
if i'm a pervert, then you're a sad perverted child, my dear
and the father walk away towards his prized photo collection
*chuckle
// posted by Unknown @ 11:53 PM
